Maybe this was all pretend
Sunday 11.28.2004 05:54PM
It's one thing to feel yourself growing apart from another
unable to make it stop
It's quite another to suddenly realize you're already apart
not knowing why it happened or how
It leaves you with a million questions
a million answers could never fit to
Do you remember when you thought you saw me?
you shouted my name
and we embraced
I remember when I first heard your voice
you said so very little
and I felt inadequate
Do you remember when we first met?
you were three feet close
and endlessly distant
I'm trying desperately not to care
and failing miserably
I sought for why I still care
the answer was not that I ought to
Not even that I wanted to
the answer was simply because I do
