to learn thirty lessons
It's been thirty days. Still don't know much of anything. Learning lessons doesn't mean you really know anything. Statements like this shouldn't be construed as "sad" or "depressing", in my opinion. It's just a fact of life you hopefully learn as you grow older - "the more I know, the more I realize I know nothing at all."
I debated leaving comments open on that last post, because I did not want it to appear I was seeking sympathy or reassurance. I wasn't.
to meet thirty people
Some asked if I would be writing again. I said "I don't know", because honestly I didn't. I had no intention of writing again after thirty days or any set period, but I didn't have any intention of getting rid of the site, either. In fact I renewed it for another year shortly after my last post. I imagine I will have gregorlove.com for many years to come, even if to just keep cyber-squaters from infringing on my trademark. Anyway, it just so happened that I'd been thinking about posting this recently, and it's been a month, so I wrote my little diddy going along with this fact.
I suppose I have just become tired with where I am at in life. I am ready to move on, though I know I cannot quite yet. Soon though; school will be done in less than a year. Wow. It is exciting, being at the brink of some major life changes. I am tired of this known, and am ready to seek the unknown.
to have thirty conversations
My holidays went pretty well; quite relaxing and stress free. Not being a consumer will do that.
Lots of time spent with friends - conversating, laughing, and annointing.
Making gifts and cookies for people, even those who don't like sweets. Oops. But they thanked me anyway.
Sorry, I am not squirrel-handed. But that is ok, because I'm a catch even without a squirrel hand. I have a weird name, and Beth looks like a dude.
to make thirty wrongs
I'm going back to an initial rule I had explained a while ago. I don't want to hear the mention of someone elses name unless 1) that person is right there, 2) it is a compliment about that person, or 3) it is clearly public knowledge, like "it's so-and-so's birthday".
Your life and mine will all be simpler.
to make things right
"we are the matched and numbered ones who live in constant disrepair.
you may be blessed by,
you may be blessed by your own ghost" -- elliott