I've been up and down lately.
First of all, I didn't graduate. I didn't get the necessary grade in the stat class, and apparently another class that was an Incomplete got marked as an F. I need to contact that professor and find out what the deal is with that. I haven't done anything yet because, well, the whole situation is rather depressing. See, this was my third time taking the stat class... and third time that I didn't pass it (so very close with a D+). Getting the F fixed is only half the problem, I'm still going to have to take the stat class... again. I feel pretty stupid, and really have no desire to take another class. I can't very well let myself just quit now, though, one class from a degree. I don't know what I'm doing yet, but I'm not taking the class this semester.
Second, for lack of a better term, I have been in a “funk” lately with my relationships. I find myself with little to nothing to say to my friends, but not for lack of desire. It feels kind of empty - like turning on the faucet for a drink of water, but nothing comes out. I am surrounded with some great people for friends and know how much of a blessing they are, but ironically I feel rather lonely at times. I feel that because of my “funk” I'm not a very good friend to them right now, which is sad.
I suppose I'm not entirely without something to say to my friends. I have just told you where I'm at emotionally, after all. It wasn't easy for me, but I think getting these things out will be a step in the right direction. I am sorry if I have not been the greatest friend lately. If you're the praying type, your prayers would be appreciated.